..memories..

I remember telling you or asking you to take me back,

but you never did..

because I am still in this place

where I’ve felt most vulnerable and weak

I remember talking to you each night,

sharing with you my very thoughts and emotions,

my pain, my desires

and yet not a word from you

I remember crying to you, being angry with you

questioning you why you never seem to be with me

when I needed you the most

You never said a word

But deep in my heart I know You never left me

You never questioned me

You never got angry with me

You never stopped loving me

Being alive, being able to laugh and cry

Being able to feel all these emotions

Being able to come to a realization about all this

Is so much more

than what I’d asked from you

And still, up to this point,

You never gave up on me,

You never left me